An Ode to HIMYM

A moment of serendipity or the moments of truth 

It has been years so what should we do

He saw the signs and endured the extremes 

To tell the universe this was where he was meant to be. 

So he grew up , matured

Stopped doing the fun thing anymore 

His choices changed but love remained the same

Eventually he started loosing the game.

But he gathered himself up,next

To give it another  chance 

BANG, he tried to make that dent

Only to realise life punched him back. 

Yet he rose again

And gave life another shot 

He tasted the music of serendipity,love  

But ended up loosing it all.

It has been few years or so 

And the year is 2030 , you know 

He steals the same blue trumpet, you saw

To finally meet the love , he let go ;) 

~[A][B]~

I wrote again ....

The temptation to write,hit me with a stride
I couldn't chide,so I wrote again.

Those flashing thoughts,begot what once I left
So I picked up the pen to write again.

Of the places I visited,the people I met
The stories I picked,on my way uphill.

I wanted to tell , everyone in the world
What I saw , How I felt ? For all the years I did not tell.

The stories of heart
How buddies part, with pain within.

The things no-one tells
And I wrote again of how we all felt.

The things we want, the things we get
How we throw away the goodness in self.

The changing colors,the shades of grey
 Of everybody I met on the way.

Life ain't for the weak of the heart , at every step we are put down.
To rise up again and fight for what we want.

It's Complex Life is all I can tell
So I picked up the pen & ......

~[A][B]~

Sitting by the Window-Pane ...

Sitting by the window pane, All i could do was think of you.
Sitting by the window pane,glancing on the street

All I could do was think of you.

With a heavy heart , I saw the flash

Memories of you , gripped me with a splash.

I felt the warmth , of you holding my hand

I was so secured , so complete, 

When I held you in my grasp

All these memories kept flashing by.

To the moment when we used to be,

Together under this sun.

Flocking like the doves

Eventually flying to our mystical world.

Where we held each others hands, 

Promising to never part.

And then the time would freeze 

Acknowledging the gleam.

You were the one i cared for,

Your Love i adored.

My heart would go on 

Always for you. 

Every time i met you for the first time

And i praised my luck for you were mine

Those penetrating eyes, why does time flies

I saw all the love yet the pleasure denied.

I felt so sensuous when you glanced

Sultry when you held me in your arms

It was shear love , i knew

But then i choose wrong,throwing away my best chance. 

Sitting by the window pane,glancing in my room

All i could do was think of you.

With a heavy heart , i drew the curtains

Memories will reside and eyes would shed tear drops.
Sitting by the window pane, All i could do was think of you.
~[A][B]~

[Context : A poem from the perspective of a girl who loved someone but could not commit under the pressure of the Society , Specially written on a friend's request]
[Note : Enjoy reading it and obviously point out the short comings]

The silver you hold in thy grip

I have always wondered,

The silver you hold in thy grip

Universe, you are about to unleash,

Is so beautiful for anyone to keep

Ohh!! love the way , when u blow it with every kiss.

What makes you dream so big

Every star twinkling like this.

The sheen reflects the glitter of hope

Tells me to believe in the beauty it holds

So many worlds rumble

So many people sigh

Ohh !!! when you blow it with thy kiss

The charm of love gratifies

The love you spread

The happiness personifies.

You the angel of love

Where could I find thee

I wish to seek thee before I die.

With every rumble, every breeze

Every word that nature speaks

Carries the essence of love you spread

I just want to hold onto my stars

Out of the ones you unleash from thy hand.

But I wish I could collect the silver

And submit it back in your hands

So that you may blow me a kiss again

Unleashing the life you hold in thy grip

And this time I shall collect every star

All the dreams that i once missed out

Every star shall symbolize the people I met

far or near , I would keep them instead.

A summary of the lifetime

Showered with the love

That You blow with every kiss.

How could you unleash the silver you hold in thy grip,

I have always wondered.
~[A][B]~

By Your Side

With every passing moment
When you are by my side
I had always wished the time to standby
Let me sight you with admiration.
For you are once in a generation
And i am happy to be in your legion.

I feel younger when i am with you
So stupid and kiddish like an eight year would do
I promise you the moon and all the glittering stars
And with them would weave the glittering yarn
And under the gleaming star studded sky
We will take the holy vows, which will grow stronger as time flies.

Let me enjoy the moments where you belong
You are the spring, you are the rain
I guess you are worth every pain
But when you are by my side
Every thing else subsides
Only Our Love meets the bare sight.

Sometimes i feel stupid
Your beauty makes me dumb
You charm me with your magical eyes
And everytime i look in them ,am mesmerised.
Such a charming person u have been,
So cute with thy grin.

It's just that i could not express myself
Words wont come out by themselves
Love is altogether a different ball game
Every day i say 'I love you',is not the same
Yet all the efforts, it takes to tell this to you
Happy and Joyous, I will always be with you.
~[A][B]~

[Context : A poem about a girlfriend being idolized by her lover,specially written on a friend's request ]
[Note : Enjoy reading it and obviously point out the short comings ]

Full of surprises,making me keen.

As i sit by me to introspect
Pondering over the different aspects
I wonder how the life has been
Full of surprises,making me keen.

When i look around at the friends i have
Astonishing me on the life i crave
Merry and joyful as they all have been
Full of surprises,making me keen.
What have i done to deserve such happiness
Silly question as i must say with frankness
But still what would the answer have been
Full of surprises,making me keen.

Then i think of me as a person
All the good and bad that has made me.
What else would the life have been
Full of surprises,making me keen.

And then i shake this weariness off
I cannot live this life on a couch
If's and But's have always been,
Let me break these chains,i have always been keen.
~[A][B]~

[Context : The poem is written on a Girl[Stuti Arora] who thinks greatly about her life and 
the way her random thoughts take shape and how she handles them,written on a friend's request ]
[Note : Enjoy reading it and obviously point out the short comings ]

Oh Boy !!!

Being happy or sad

Is it good or bad

Call it romancing the blues

Oh Boy!!! Go polish your shoes.

Be dressed like a man

Firmly you stand

In the face of the doubts

Oh Boy!!! Bud like a sprout.

The shades of grey

Hit us everyday

Frustrated we try

Oh Boy!!! Dare you cry.

Make a lovely face

With momentary grace

Forget thy sins

Oh Boy!!! Show me that grin.

The pick you hold

Strike those strings of guitar

Making music aloud

Oh Boy!!! rock the crowd.

Hey fall in love

With that special someone

Have a happy time

Oh Boy !!! Make your life rhythm.
~[A][B]~

The Beautiful celebration called Life

When I look at the beautiful celebration called Life

The varying colours, the shades that went by

A mix of red , yellow & blue stand out to me 

With every stance that perpetually define thee.

The beauty is not merely skin deep

It all depends on the eye of the beholder

With every frame that i capture 

The real truth inbibes in me.

Looking around to be part of the celebration

I dance my way through utter confusion 

Only to find me in a different light

With so many friends always by my side.

Change as i have seen may not be always for good

But then that brings shades to the colourful life

Happy as i am to accept the path 

Which may definitely seem difficult to walk.

But then i think of all the beautiful memories

Those colours which have made the environment jolly

Those different shades that seem so holy

The memories bring back the joy, and the difficulties just seem to walk by. 

A sincere smile , the rhythm divine

The happiness of celebrating Life

The sound of the music , flip of the pages

those small things , the sweet life

the coffee cup , the sting of the bug 

The sweet meadows , shade of the bushes

The beating of the Heart , the walk in the unknown

Such a beautiful celebration is Life.

When i miss you ...

When i miss you
I just close my eyes
And think of you 

When i miss you.

Those lovely days
I had the craze to graze in thy eyes

And seek my love in ten million ways 

Those lovely days

When i took your hand
It felt so warm
With all the love that we deserved
Ohh !!! when i took your hand.

I hope you knew 

The promises were true
I gave you my heart
I hope you knew that was all i had.

Yet you tossed my heart
With your randomn taunts
And it swirled around before crumbling to ground
Ohh!! You tossed my heart ....

You decided to hurt me
As you failed to understand
That true love is hard to find
Yet you hurt me,in your own kind.

It was you
And you know it too
Cannot cut out my heart because it is there you belong
Ohh !! it's true , you would never get the clue.

~[A][B]~

It's a strange kind of fun ..

It's a strange kind of fun,

I am feeling the rhythm.

It's music to my ear,

Wanna listen to it forever.

Let me pen it down,

Wanna hoop like a clown,

With a grin on my face;

My feet feel no breaks.

Shine like a star On a dreamy night,

With the moon out of sight,

Wanna dance around,

Mary go round and round.

Wanna blow like the breeze,

Touching the trees,

See the break of the dawn,

Till the sun comes along.

It's a strange kind of fun,

I am feeling the rhythm,

Let me fall in love,

With this eternal world.

Happiness knows no bounds

As i am a happy clown.

Sledging through the road of joys

Wishing a Merry Christmas to every passer-by.
--[A][B]--

You are the only one that I have got

Seldom have I given it a thought 

You are the only one that I have got

Looking back and forth onto my life

I guess i have realized this fact

You are the only one that I have got.

Once again I looked in thy eyes

Seeking a glimpse of what went by

But all I could see was barren land

Devoid of Love , the hatred glanced.

Yet You are the only one that I have got.

Happiness for you is all I wished;

But that has turned into a sad grin.

All I have tried and have taken the risk.

Should I say that I have turned my life upside down,  

For You are the only one that I have got.

What could I say to convince you,

For I believe that you know it too.

Every time it's not my fault,Yet I always fail to say it all

Hope is all I have , 

As You are the only one that I have got.

With a bruised heart I continue to live.

But the thought of letting go of you is no bliss,

The pain shall eventually suffice. 

Yet you fail to see the fact , it is you that I want,

You are the only one that I have got.

--[A][B]--

Measuring life with a coffee spoon

Coffee is the finest organic suspension ever devised.

It's got me through the worst and good alike

But beneath the creamy foam the dark caffeine lies

Mixed in all ingredients yet distinctly identifies.

Blacker than a moonless night.

Hotter and more bitter than devilish sight

That is how i like my coffee served

But everyone gets what he deserves.

I tried to measure my life with a coffee spoon

Initially my coffee looked beautiful like the moon

Creamy,Puffy and brimming over the edges

As if Santa was skiing through it on sledges.

I stirred the hot java mix with the coffee spoon

For once,the moony-groomy surface suspended,

A variety of shades , the effect of spade,

the coffee spoon, the perfect tool.

With every coffee layer , life identifies,

One sip and memories rejoice;

Finally as i was to put down the cup,

I realized the irony , and finished my coffee in a single gulp.

Life identifies with big and small alike

A coffee mug or a coffee spoon , suffice.

But how much u try to measure it , it shall always be bigger than we think.

Yet I tried measuring my life with a coffee spoon.

--[A][B]--

Nevermind ...

Never-mind the dreams are one of it's kind

Sometimes beautiful, sometimes bruised
But when you wake up everything is renewed
Its just the fading darkness of the night
That condemns us to put up a fight
We as a withered leaf fall
As if it's autumn's call.
Never-mind the dreams are one of it's kind.

It seems as if we are stuck at sea,
Striking randomness as the time flees,
With every thud the waves hit,drowsiness falls as a fit.
But the distant smear of hope,rekindles the efforts to cope.
There is a shimmer of happiness on the other side of the dawn
The sun shall come up and the drowsiness shall be gone.
Yet the time of high tide is hard to define,
you are stuck at sea and path seems blind.

Never-mind, that's the haziness of the dream,
Mostly ending up in a scream.
But there is always a ray of hope,
At the end of dark tunnel which we tend to escape.
But this period of darkness shall soon demise,
As the new day shall arrive.
Promise of new day is all it takes,
To shun down the darkness, such dreams are maketh.

--[A][B]--

inspired from : Nevermind by Charu Jain (http://www.facebook.com/note.php?note_id=103061286424814)

It's You, Probably it's True ...

It's you, probably it's true

The dandelions that you love to carry

Reminds me of the tooth fairy,

Yet you don't have a clue,

It's you, probably it's true

It's you, probably it's true

Holding onto your hand my heart beats like a band,

Playing the most beautiful lyrics

No one could deny but cherish

It's you, probably it's true.

It's you, probably it's true

When you walk by my side,i feel my head held so high

The most precious person i have

Like a diamond in the sky,

It's you, probably it's true

It's you, probably it's true

I have fallen in love with your beautiful smile

Which make me run that extra mile

Just cannot think of life without you

Probably it's true it's definitely you.

--[A][B]--

Best Friend

For all the years that have gone by,

You are the one person that has always been my side.

For the good and bad i have always looked unto you,

Best friend i would say has always been you.

The way you befriended me.

The way you believed in me.

The way you scolded me.

The way you held onto me.

What would have i done without you,

That supporting me when everyone quited,

That helping me in the messy situations,

That clearing my head with tricky conversations.

That dreaming with open eyes,

The hope to take on life in different stride

Your practical notions,

Yet my obnoxious nature.

I really miss those days that have gone by

It is true friendship,I sigh

You are an awesome friend to keep

And I hope, i shall find you beside me whenever i seek.

I just wanna experiment

Wanna ride , over the tide;

Just this once , further hence.

Wanna touch the sun , seems like fun;

I just wanna experiment.

Bring on life ,taken the stride;

The tryst with faith gonna be fun.

I wanna fight i wanna win,just this instance;

I just wanna experiment.

Let me write , everything i sight;

It's gonna rain washing the pain.

It looks like fun,I wanna run the fastest run;

I just wanna experiment.

In the known,foray in the unknown;

See every thing in a different light.

I see , I learn,I wanna grow as a different person;

I just wanna experiment...

Love.Once there was.... I wish

It was a sunny day,

You gestured in a funny way.

Those twinkling eyes,

flipped like butterflies.

That scent of roses,

casted pure indolence.

The whisk breeze,

complimented your streak.

The Kohl you wore,

made your beauty soar.

The dimples on your cheeks,

thy naughty smile speaks.

When lazily you stretched your arms,

i was literally charmed.

Those linen sheets,

where thy bosom creeps.

With serenity you move thy body,Closer to me.

With sincerity you spoke in my ears,whether i love thee ?

I was astound !!

But my answer was profound;

I replied,i love thee wholeheartedly,

and you sealed the vow with a kiss;

planting it on my lips,

On that sunny day... I wish.

I feel ... .

I feel as if life is going round in spiral.I don't know if this is a good thing or bad but what i certainly know is that i am not capable to handle it.What does life going in a spiral mean. For me it seems that every thing that once happened in my life is happening again.Life is giving me another chance at understanding what went wrong , what i missed to learn and what was left to be demonstrated . I fled last time,for i was really afraid as to what i may destroy. And finally everything crumbled upon me.And i destroyed myself , my ego, individualist behavior and above all the perception with which i was living. What i learnt from the last cycle ?? That every thing will again be normal there may be a little bit of pain initially but life shall continue to astonish us with it's marvels.

I thought i have evolved , i have learned and understood,things and the kind of pain people feel when things or life go hay-wired and i believed that shall have no significant impact on me.But now i stand as a person who tried to fill his hands with sand but all he got was few sand particles,as every single bit of sand drained out of his hand. And because of this failure he gets exposed to the environment and possibly to greater wrong which may be brought to him by others in the environment.

I have known this fact that ideals don't work in this society and i had transformed my self into someone who had his own ideals different from what society thought and what people want, i knew i was not doing wrong but people got hurt and i later understood those reasons and dropped my inhibition. I turned into a normal simple person similar to someone who just steps into a bigger city coming from a small town .

But i don't know what life wants of me, the first 2 years of this cycle are about to complete and these were exactly similar to the first 2 years of the 4 year span i was referring to. Its all coming back and that what makes me afraid , am i going down the rabbits hole ?? or is it something i missed that i need to learn and move forward ?? The answer to these questions,beyond doubt, are held in time and deeper down the rabbits hole. So i feel ..... Let Life Roll ... :)

Mindless Tweet..Creativity Speaks

Spontaneously creativity erupted out of the sack

Which was situated amidst the neural rack

The grey matter grew vibrant with flash flows

Intangibly catching any ideas that sack throws.

Only a portion of the brain simulated the scenario

With chemicals and proteins colouring the fresco.

What they aimed was to create a memory sap

As musical and picturesque as the reality flaps

The idea was too random to conceive

But it all depends on how you perceive.

Perception creates the chaos in the mind

Randomly creating order from their find

And finally a memory is conjured

Like a crystal recently carved.

Now the shiny thread of the memory is inserted in the rack

And this silents the eruption from the sack.

Our mind is indeed a designer's marvel

Where we usually find ourselves entangled.

--[A][B]

Imaginarium..

With a pen in my hand

I thought of writing something new

With the second thought my imagination flew

It soared in the astral plain

Where every thing was joyous, no pain

The fountain of youth shimmered with the golden glow

And i wondered , the charm paid the tow.

It continually dragged me towards it

As if calling me to experience life with it's hallow.

It appeared and vanished

And my imagination was vanquished

I wanted to experience more of it

And pen down everything as a gist.

I could have achieved the youth but darn,

I was so astonished with its charm

That i never cared where it belonged

All i wanted to do was watch it glow

With full might for the people below.

-- [A][B]