I just wanna experiment

Wanna ride , over the tide;

Just this once , further hence.

Wanna touch the sun , seems like fun;

I just wanna experiment.

Bring on life ,taken the stride;

The tryst with faith gonna be fun.

I wanna fight i wanna win,just this instance;

I just wanna experiment.

Let me write , everything i sight;

It's gonna rain washing the pain.

It looks like fun,I wanna run the fastest run;

I just wanna experiment.

In the known,foray in the unknown;

See every thing in a different light.

I see , I learn,I wanna grow as a different person;

I just wanna experiment...

Love.Once there was.... I wish

It was a sunny day,

You gestured in a funny way.

Those twinkling eyes,

flipped like butterflies.

That scent of roses,

casted pure indolence.

The whisk breeze,

complimented your streak.

The Kohl you wore,

made your beauty soar.

The dimples on your cheeks,

thy naughty smile speaks.

When lazily you stretched your arms,

i was literally charmed.

Those linen sheets,

where thy bosom creeps.

With serenity you move thy body,Closer to me.

With sincerity you spoke in my ears,whether i love thee ?

I was astound !!

But my answer was profound;

I replied,i love thee wholeheartedly,

and you sealed the vow with a kiss;

planting it on my lips,

On that sunny day... I wish.

I feel ... .

I feel as if life is going round in spiral.I don't know if this is a good thing or bad but what i certainly know is that i am not capable to handle it.What does life going in a spiral mean. For me it seems that every thing that once happened in my life is happening again.Life is giving me another chance at understanding what went wrong , what i missed to learn and what was left to be demonstrated . I fled last time,for i was really afraid as to what i may destroy. And finally everything crumbled upon me.And i destroyed myself , my ego, individualist behavior and above all the perception with which i was living. What i learnt from the last cycle ?? That every thing will again be normal there may be a little bit of pain initially but life shall continue to astonish us with it's marvels.

I thought i have evolved , i have learned and understood,things and the kind of pain people feel when things or life go hay-wired and i believed that shall have no significant impact on me.But now i stand as a person who tried to fill his hands with sand but all he got was few sand particles,as every single bit of sand drained out of his hand. And because of this failure he gets exposed to the environment and possibly to greater wrong which may be brought to him by others in the environment.

I have known this fact that ideals don't work in this society and i had transformed my self into someone who had his own ideals different from what society thought and what people want, i knew i was not doing wrong but people got hurt and i later understood those reasons and dropped my inhibition. I turned into a normal simple person similar to someone who just steps into a bigger city coming from a small town .

But i don't know what life wants of me, the first 2 years of this cycle are about to complete and these were exactly similar to the first 2 years of the 4 year span i was referring to. Its all coming back and that what makes me afraid , am i going down the rabbits hole ?? or is it something i missed that i need to learn and move forward ?? The answer to these questions,beyond doubt, are held in time and deeper down the rabbits hole. So i feel ..... Let Life Roll ... :)

Mindless Tweet..Creativity Speaks

Spontaneously creativity erupted out of the sack

Which was situated amidst the neural rack

The grey matter grew vibrant with flash flows

Intangibly catching any ideas that sack throws.

Only a portion of the brain simulated the scenario

With chemicals and proteins colouring the fresco.

What they aimed was to create a memory sap

As musical and picturesque as the reality flaps

The idea was too random to conceive

But it all depends on how you perceive.

Perception creates the chaos in the mind

Randomly creating order from their find

And finally a memory is conjured

Like a crystal recently carved.

Now the shiny thread of the memory is inserted in the rack

And this silents the eruption from the sack.

Our mind is indeed a designer's marvel

Where we usually find ourselves entangled.

--[A][B]

Imaginarium..

With a pen in my hand

I thought of writing something new

With the second thought my imagination flew

It soared in the astral plain

Where every thing was joyous, no pain

The fountain of youth shimmered with the golden glow

And i wondered , the charm paid the tow.

It continually dragged me towards it

As if calling me to experience life with it's hallow.

It appeared and vanished

And my imagination was vanquished

I wanted to experience more of it

And pen down everything as a gist.

I could have achieved the youth but darn,

I was so astonished with its charm

That i never cared where it belonged

All i wanted to do was watch it glow

With full might for the people below.

-- [A][B]

Hope

Flipping through the pages

I thought of the the beautiful daisies

The snow flakes and the iceman i would make

That's the beauty of hope no one can take.

Outside everything was covered in snow

And in the far west the sun still glowed

I pondered over the half filled glass as an optimist

I cannot let myself be bonded and feel like a sadist.

What should i do to make me happy

Enlightened i rose and walked out in the snow

I was going to make my imagination come true

All i carried was a red hat and an ice-cream cone

Gathering the snow and piling it as a round ball

And then another smaller one was installed

Further the humanoid features took shape

And finally my iceman was ready to skate.

I just wanted it to come to life

A miracle that everything, defies

Life doesn't give you everything

And every wish cannot be fulfilled.

All we could do is hope for the best

And let everything in time, rest

But hope is definitely a very good thing

It soothes your pain and spreads happiness akin.