I had an innate urge to write something for a few days but I was short of time.So today after a hectic week I got a holiday which I utilized for sleeping for the entire day and when the insomniac tendencies were on the high I thought why not write something futile.
What should I start with? Having abandoned the domain of life sciences in my previous post I wont shed out any gyan on life.For i would just say go out,get going and live Life to the fullest.So what should I write about now??
Let me try this, this was one of the abilities I realized I possessed during the days of training.I have been a stage shy person and have difficulty in grasping the fact that i could even write a skit, direct it and enact in it.This was an alien domain to me, ask me to shed light on a technical topic or behavioral patterns and I would go on for hours and finally you would have to ask me to stop , "it was OK that we asked" would be your remark.But ask me to act and you would see a confident person getting butterflies in his stomach,it is easy to preach than act and stage is one such platform where you have to act and preach alike.
What should I start with? Having abandoned the domain of life sciences in my previous post I wont shed out any gyan on life.For i would just say go out,get going and live Life to the fullest.So what should I write about now??
Let me try this, this was one of the abilities I realized I possessed during the days of training.I have been a stage shy person and have difficulty in grasping the fact that i could even write a skit, direct it and enact in it.This was an alien domain to me, ask me to shed light on a technical topic or behavioral patterns and I would go on for hours and finally you would have to ask me to stop , "it was OK that we asked" would be your remark.But ask me to act and you would see a confident person getting butterflies in his stomach,it is easy to preach than act and stage is one such platform where you have to act and preach alike.
I always thought that's a difficult job with someone so disabled in creative ideas and having sense of humor that the worst in a group could be praised above me , I always thought that i am feebly inappropriate in that department.But lo and behold with every skit i wrote i gained confidence i was improving. My scripts were carrying the exact message that we were to deliver and the trainer was appreciating the directness and i couldn't believe it ,was i naive in my thinking or are there people with worst humor than mine were the few questions that i was asking myself.I don't see failure in people or shortcomings in their character.I am selfish enough to learn the best skills they possess so feeling negative was out of question because that would have highly hampered my thought process and value system. I have learned a lot about myself in this past year and in fact i am realizing it now that most of the intellectual people told us that the best way to overcome this harsh phase, which was worse than the '98 slowdown and the bursting of the dot com bubble,would be to introspect ,learn and grow.And i suppose it all went as they said it but i am a bit dumb at realizing this fact.As they say the sooner the better,so my ignorant self has suddenly grown conscience of my surrounding.Having learnt to appreciate life and the abilities one possesses has been a great achievement on my part and this need not be your opinion but i have learnt and understood that beauty of life could be seen and appreciated in all proportions and you should be open to learning and doing whatever comes your way. As they say it, "Adaptability and Flexibility are the greatest virtues of a man today".
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point noted ladke .. !!!
its a virtue also and today u need to have dese 2 qualities to survive on dis earth..even i have realised dis.. :P
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